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Saturday, October 25, 2008

Returned.

I'm back on this thing again. It's been way too long and I think it's time for a comeback. Wordpress is still an option however... so depending on how I feel about xanga for another month or two, then I'll decide if I should still keep blogging here.

Main reason that brought me here is always the same old... PROBLEMS in life...

I don't think I'll ever find happiness like I had a year ago. It's impossible... I've given up. Or... have I?

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Monday, March 19, 2007

Spring Cleaning for the mind.
Am I ready?

Not sure what I'm really feeling at this point. I guess it's time for me to pick myself up and get back on track. Ever since 2 months ago, I thought I was having the time of my life. But along the way came stress with all the other workload that just completely threw me off the tangent. I feel like my life is a mess and I'm not mentally nor physically ready to tidy myself up. Spring break was very much needed for me to do this personal "spring cleaning", but it was quite obvious the opportunity was not there since I was too busy recovering from illness and getting ready for Dai Hoi. Right now I need a break, but it seems like it won't be happening since there are still so much that need to be done. Crossing my fingers, I just hope that I can finish everything within the next two weeks, so I can really enjoy my 21st birthday once it arrives.

To do list for the next 3 weeks...
+ Clean up dorm room.
+ Apply for jobs.
+ Get my schoolwork done and pick things back up.
+ Call family more often.
+ Go to the gym.
+ Start eating healthier.
+ No alcohol consumption.
+ Catch up with old friends.
+ Hang out with my kids more often.
+ Plan out summer schedule.
+ Make writing a habit.
+ Less time on Facebook. (this one will be hard)

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5:30 AM - 378 views - 10 eprops - 5 comments - email it

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Dude, this stomach flu fucking sucks ass!! -____-   I think I'm dying... insides feel like melting.

But aside from that, DAI HOI is starting in less than 24 hours!!!!!       AHHHHH!!! Excited... nervous... mixed emotions. I'm hoping everything will be go well -knock on wood-, and I hope this stupid stomach flu will stop owning me this very instant.

Oh, and Goodphil was pretty good. 2nd place in modern. Quite a trip it was. =]

Yesterday was an awful day. I'm glad I wasn't around everyone or I probably would have blown up and pissed everyone off. Not only was I in physical pain from the damn flu, I was also about to have a mental breakdown. (man I have a lot of those lately...)   Pretty sure I cussed to the max too. sigh, I'm going bananas, perhaps I just need a vacation. Wait... I AM on vacation! FUCK!

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Friday, February 23, 2007

Time to stop and think. Old feelings hard to get rid of. I miss the good times, the good old times. Looking at the pictures, what was I thinking? Need to take risks, or I'll forever regret not taking one. Life seems like a big mess, and everything is flying by quickly. But looking back, you were always there to help slow things down. You made me a better person. Please don't go away, I need you to stay. Maybe I've made a huge mistake. Time to stop and think.

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Monday, February 12, 2007

Current emotional state: Stressed the f*ck out!

I am currently overwhelmed with everything right now. Tests, written assignments, VSA stuff, TX Revue and Goodphil dance practices... BLAH. 24 hours per day just aint enough. Plus all that added on top of my bad habit of procrastination? I'm just a horrible time manager. -__- I do however believe I'll get through this... and hopefully come out strong at the same time. Someone please have faith in me. Please.

Aside from the hectic schedules, guess who's got a date for Valentines for the first time in a billion years? -grin- Thanks to cupid, life is not too shabby at the moment (well, not counting all the other stress factors I've mentioned earlier ).

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